lonely Christmas regards

My all dear friends,

Christmas will come soon, have you prepared some gifts to your family members, lovers, friends and colleagues? I know you are all need to prepare somethings to show your care and love to people you care, but do you remember me? I use one hour to find out your guys' contacts, and asked you could give me your mail addresses so that I could post some Christmas cards to your guys. And I used another 2 hours choosing some beautiful cards, another one hour to write down your names and my wishes. Then I waited for about five days for your mail addresses, but no body contact me back. I wonder that the reliability of my facebook, have you read my message? Can I receive every message you sent to me?

Anyway, Christmas will come, I couldnot post these beautiful Christmas cards without addressses, even they are full of love and regards. I try to tell myself that you guys are too busy to reply to me, or you have missed my message;maybe it is not popular to send a Christmas card nowadays;maybe I am too old fashioned; maybe it is because I am physically far away from your guys;maybe the old saying is on longer exsits in this modern society , which I strongly believe:" No matter how far away we are, we are still near each other if we really understand each other."

I am trying to stop thinking all the negtive reasons, such as, you dislike me or you just simply think I am an unimportant person. Yes, why I have to be important? But I still deeply remember so many happy hours we spent together and so many deep conversations between me and you.We used to go to parties, movies, music events, ceremonies; we used to walk along the beach with the beautiful sunset, we used to discuss, even debate for some current affairs, we used hug each other when we all feel sad or excited; we used to talk through the phone about 2 hours;we used to look inside each others eyes, just being silent and smiling.All the beautiful moments just like happened yesterday. But now, I am sitting in front of the table by my own with these cards.

Maybe this is life, even I feel incredible lonely when I hear the beautiful Christmas song, I will keep these cards with me, wish you guys receive my silent regards.